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Tuesday, August 7th, 2001
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listen up, jackasses. im gettin me a new journal. ya want it? kdghdlas. im putting everyone whos on my list now on the new list and stuff, RYAN PAY ATTENTION, IM GETTING A NEW JOURNAL FOR YOU TO COMMENT ON. just for you kid, ill tell ya on msn.
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Comments: Read 10 or Add Your Own.
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i went with my parents to drop off my mom. we went to the store and stuff and then my dad and i came home. i was walking up the stairs (i live in a condo) and i heard this beeping, and i thought it was probably the tv. so i opened the door and suddenly i knew what was going on. all this smoke came out, and the first thing i thought of "oh my god wheres my sister" but she was at a friends house, i just forgot. so i screamed and i ran into the kitchen and theres this pan of oil thats on fire, and the first thing im thinking is "water" so i take it and i turn it over in the sink and turn on the water, and of course thats fucking stupid and i got grease on my thumb and now it hurts like hell. so i leave the water on and my dad comes in and is like screaming at me for putting myself in danger and risking big burns, and im just thinking "where are the fucking cats?? where are my cats??" and i go into my parents room and theres all this smoke, and i see Baby on my moms bed and i put her outside on the balcolny, and for the next twenty minutes my dads opening all the windows and turning on fans, and by now the beeping from the stupid alarms is all i hear, and im crying because i cant find my cat and i keep thinking "its my fault". so i find my kitty and im just bawling, and its like, ok, i could have waited until tonight to go to the fabric store, if i stayed home, this wouldnt have happened,i could have stopped it, and i was taking forever in the fabric store, if i took any longer who knows, the whole kitchen could have gone down. im fucking stupid. and so im in the kitchen getting some water for the cats and my dad and i, and my dad starts yelling at me for putting myself in danger again, and so i start crying even harder, and so he tells me to put some bactine on the burn, and that what i did was smart, i put it out, but not smart for myself.. i dont know. blah now im shaking and i feel stupid and hsgjkhdsagal;a. all i can really think is the cats are safe and im glad my sister wasnt home. why do things with fire always happen to me? like, in november, i was on the bus and suddenly the bus goes up in flames... ghfjkdgh;ahga im going to die in a fire.
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RazedInImitation: ok, goonight christina angelina
II ecfu II: goodnight nasim nshgjf;a
RazedInImitation: plaque= fat on your teeth
RazedInImitation: lmao
II ecfu II: lmao
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so the pictures worked for like a minute and are now being bitches. oh well, do the work and go look at the pictures anyways, bitches.
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| Subject: | Hahaha |
| Time: | 12:16 am. |
| Mood: |  artistic. | | Music: | DKM; the fortunes of war. |
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haha look at my eyes. yeah. and ben.. when he was little, on the left.. yeah funny funny
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Yeah. So I just realized that if you truly listen to some Dropkick songs they'll make you sad. Or I'm just stupid. I don't know. I feel weak . It's weird, I just feel weak. Bah. I'm really bored and I wish I could swim in ice. I'm not tired yet. Harhar. I did some neat eye stuff with liquid liner, which is now my best friend. Yeah gettin girly on yeh, kiddies. Anyways, I'm going to.. stop for awhile.
im weak
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I got a new jacket today. Rock it and roll it.
damo=not nice right now
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Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says: i havent slept since yesterday (me)
Kicked In The Head says: you crazy faggot (brandi)
Hahaha that makes me laugh because Brandi is my secret gay man lover.
Yeah. So I haven't slept. And I'm not tired. Weird usually I'm like burnt out. So in about an hour I'm making the father figure take me to the store so I can get a smaller jacket. I just realized I don't like the bigness of the one I have now.
Kicked In The Head says:
lol...ok, i g2g. im goin to a jesus fest
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
lmao
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
ok later. tell mxpx i said hi.
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
oh..and amen
Kicked In The Head says:
its not mxpx!!!
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
lmao
Kicked In The Head says:
its ghoti hook. lmao
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
lmao, oh child, amen, bless ya heart
Can't wait around here anymore Now take me home you dirty [w]hore says:
but remember, jesus dont like the homos
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Yeah so guess what bitches. I've been up since 12:30 p.m. yesterday, and I've pulled an all nighter, and I'm still not tired. Hah,yeah. I've been talking to Germs all night and he's been pretending to be gay with kids we don't know and it's just fun. Hah hmm I need more stuff to do, I plan on going to sleep at 9 a.m. I don't know it just sounds good.
I don't care what you say, you chat WITH someone, not TO someone. Dumbass.
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Yeah so today Kim and Chris bored me. But Kim bought me a record at Taang. So I'm happy. We didn't stay long at the beach. We went to Fashion Valley mall and spent like two hours there. Yeah. Yeehaw, I got new fishnets because my cats ate up my other ones. Hahahaha. Oh well. I fell in love with these shoes that I'll never get. Hahah Ricky and Jarryd are warning eachother just because I said Jarryd's younger than Ricky and has a deeper voice. Raa raa. They make me laugh. Today wasn't as fun as it could have been, although I did laugh until I cried because Chris made me think he wet himself. Now those fucknuts are out at the pool with my sister and Shiloh. Yeah. They got back from Magic Mountain today.
SARAH IS FAT
And that's all for now kids. I stole a survey again. It's going up later. And you will read it, whores.
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Fuck East Coast entries.
time to go hang out with my kim and chris
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Saturday, August 4th, 2001
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So. We didn't go to Del Mar. Instead we went up to Julian. I love that place, it's all quiet and cute and stuff. I love small towns like that. We went to this pie shop and bought an apple pie, and then we went to this little coffee house place and Chris bought me cheese cake and orange juice. Then we sat at this little table by the window and ate, and after that we sat over on this comfortable couch that was in there and we watched TV, because there was a TV in the place too. It was so cute, and homely like. So we sat there and I sat in the middle and I felt special and we ate pie. One lady came in and gave us dirty looks though because I guess we're filthy punk rockers <-- in Chris's words. Heh. Oh well. We ate all the pie, it was good. Then we just walked around outside and went into this craft shop and Kim got Chris to buy me a new studder. Yay. I love them. So yeah, we walked around for awhile and talked about Saved By The Bell and stuff, and we made fun of these kids who were skating but kept messing up, but then we were nice because they gave Kim some cigs and stuff. In the car on the way back we were listening to Anti-Pasti and I fell asleep for like ten minutes. We stopped at this Vons or whatever in Ramona and it was funny because we kept following these kids around for like ten minutes, and then we came home, and it was good. Now they're both in the front room talking to my parents and stuff. I don't know why, my parents are bitches. Oh well. Tonight was good, I love Chris and Kim. We might go to Hollywood tomorrow or sometime next week, and that's a yay because then I'll get some cd's and stuff. And.. a new jacket? I don't know. I'm happy tonight. I'm going to go eat cake now. Later kiddies.
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Today is boring. I slept alot. And tonight I'm going with Kim to Del Mar beach. It's really pretty over there and stuff, so it's cool. I'm happy because she's bringing her boyfriend and he spoils me and stuff. I love them both. They're like, parents to me, only they're way younger and not bitches. I hope they get married. Nothing is on TV, there is nothing to eat, bah. I'm going to make them take me to Sizzlers, so then I can get some tuna steak or something. Yum. I feel bratty today. Hah and I'm acting bratty. I always act bratty when I'm with Kim but only because she allows me to, and she spoils me so it's her fault. I want them to hurry up and get here. So um yeah. I'm out.
I'M BORED!!
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Smokey McPot says: i dunno when im gonna be online again
Smokey McPot says: tomorrow afternoon...and then......
Smokey McPot says: i dunno
Smokey McPot says: hm
[F]uck [Y]ou says: *cries*
Smokey McPot says: lmao
[F]uck [Y]ou says: but..but... cali.. and colorado.. and rainbow brite
Smokey McPot says: lmao
Smokey McPot says: thursday
Smokey McPot says:ill be on thursday
[F]uck [Y]ou says: and your obsession with me, YOULL HAVE WITHDRAWLS
Smokey McPot says: i know
[F]uck [Y]ou says: YOU JUST ADMITTED THAT YOU HAVE AN OBSESSION WITH ME!!!!!!!!!
Smokey McPot says: lmao, i meant i know to the withdrawls
[F]uck [Y]ou says: the withdrawls of ME
Smokey McPot says: IM HIGH AND READ IT WRONG AND ANSWERED TOO FAST
[F]uck [Y]ou says: cries* so.. so.. you.. dont care!! and and and.. *cries* im gonna have to read rainbow brite to ben and he just wont get it
Smokey McPot says: shhhhhh
[F]uck [Y]ou says: raa
Smokey McPot says: if i didnt care would i have read you rainbow brite when you were sad
SEE. ryan is obsessed with me.
::me and ricky::
PLUG IN JESUS o: =-O
II ecfu II: hi richard
PLUG IN JESUS o: hello lala
II ecfu II: =D
II ecfu II: that makes me happy
PLUG IN JESUS o: yyyy
II ecfu II: becase lala is the biggest one in the group, meaning hes leader
II ecfu II: and you called me lala, so i am the leader
II ecfu II: althought im in love with po
PLUG IN JESUS o: no
II ecfu II: YES
PLUG IN JESUS o: tinky winky is u cunt
II ecfu II: no
II ecfu II: no no no
PLUG IN JESUS o: yes
II ecfu II: lala.. is nice and yellow
PLUG IN JESUS o: i know my teletubbie >:o
II ecfu II: *cries*
PLUG IN JESUS o: =-O
II ecfu II: im seriously gonna try and watch em this time
II ecfu II: ill sit with milk and a big blanket around me while i watch
II ecfu II: then ill go back to sleep
PLUG IN JESUS o: you cant even watch em
II ecfu II: yesh i can!
PLUG IN JESUS o: dont tell me whos the biggest
II ecfu II: im the biggest, now suck it
PLUG IN JESUS o: more blisters on my feet :-(
II ecfu II: your feet smell
PLUG IN JESUS o: i smell!!!!!
PLUG IN JESUS o: guess what
II ecfu II: vat
PLUG IN JESUS o: time for tubby bye bye
II ecfu II: lmao byebye rich
PLUG IN JESUS o signed off at 1:53:45 AM.
::brandi::
II ecfu II: i tried on a wedding dress the other day
xGotNoRoleModelx: lmao
So anyways, today I'm going to put the faux fur on my stupid jacket if I get unlazy enough. Bah. I need to learn how to use the sewing machine again. I'm too used to doing everything by friggin hand. But I'm sick of poking myself. My sister's at Magic Mountain today. Fuck her. I'm stuck at home with my mom cooking foods that smell like shit and her friends are over so I'm going to turn up my music really loud. Hahahah. Nausea. The Holocaust, because his voice is all like, burp mode. Heh. Anyways I'm going to go... do nothing, make stuff, watch tv. Hmmm.
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I'm freezing. I hate the air conditioner, my parents take advantage of it. Last night I talked to Nas and I was happy because I thought that she was mad at me for some reason and she wasn't so [insert happy face here]. My mom and I went to Taco Bell at 2 in the morning, and I promised [name] that I would come back online and I didn't but it's not my fault because I was watching TV and eating with my mom and I fell asleep. My mom's a bitch. Why was I with her anyways. She always complains about my hair and clothes and friends and she was only being nice to me last night because she was bored and she didn't feel like being alone and my sister is just too precious and she couldn't wake HER up. Bah. Oh well. Today, I plan on doing nothing. I've been really tired lately. And I've gone to the mall enough times in the past two weeks to be labeled a mall rat and I REALLY don't want that because I actually hate the mall. Weird. Ohhhh Hannah is stupid. Yesterday when we were waiting outside to go home, we saw Hando, and he came up and was talking to us about shoes and stuff and I was like "Yo Hando have you seen Hannah?" and he was like "Yeah I saw her yesterday at West Hills." and I was like "what the fuck, she ran away like three weeks ago, next time you see her yell at her and tell her to bring her ass home." And so yeah. I don't know, it really pisses me off, she really had no reason to leave her house. Fuck her she's stupid. Oh well. I'm cold, my dad just left, my sister just took the other ice cream pie down to her friends house and my dad goes "There's two partial pieces left in the freezer". Oh well fuck that. They're not my pieces and it's gross, and they're fucking tiny. And now I'm pissed beyond ghflghads;gh;a. Fuck this, I'm going to go eat Easy Mac and ice cream =D. Someone call me today, I'm bored. 562-9046. Ohhh look at that pasting numbers on the internet.
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Thursday, August 2nd, 2001
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Hm I'm being yelled at on the phone by my aunt in italian. And now I'm in an italian mood. Today I went to Parkway with Mike and we were bored and we saw Janelle there so we hung out with her for awhile and it was fackin hilarious because she's caldian and this one guy who worked at the phone thingy who was like, 30, called her over and took her hand and was like "are you caldian? you're so very beautiful. musghjkdshg;a<~~ caldian words or whatever. do you have a husband? blabla" and it was HILARIOUS she's like 15. So I laughed until my head hurt. Then later Janelle left and Mike and I went into Rocket88 because I had money and I wanted a pin so I got an Anti-Pasti pin and Adam was working so that was cool, and Andrea was in there and so was Troy with Tony and Ray. We went back again later to ask about something and there was this girl working there who's like 24 and we talked about Taang! And it was cool because we both knew how Taang has soooo many vynil stuff. She told me how she orders stuff from there and BM and I told her how I had just ordered GG Allin. Yay. So she was cool and stuff. Yup, we met nice people today. Hahahaha all day I kept saying "Bling Bling". Ohhhhh and with Janelle we went into Sophisticated Lady and because I have this girlness in me (well duh) that loves pretty things I got to try on this BEAUTIFUL wedding dress. Oh my god. It was strapless and it was plain white, with some flower stuff on top and it was fitted around the waist and top and it had white buttons down the back and it trailed off and I fell in love with it. It's simple and not super fancy so I love it. Hahahaha so that was my girl moment of the day. Then I made everyone wait while I pulled my boots on. Yaaay. I had an Orange Julius. Oh yeah and Mike's absolutely obsessed with this girl who works in Sam Goody, she is really pretty and I don't know her name but I guess Mike saw her name tag cuz he always says how pretty she is and shit like that and stuff so I was like hahaha she must think we're stalking her because he kept walking by and into Sam Goody to see her. So then he told Janelle and stuff and I don't remember what her name is because I wasn't paying attention and Janelle says her name and she looks out at us and Mike goes "SHE LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AND I ALMOST FELL". But now I feel stupid because she probably thinks we're all stalking her. =|. Aw well today was a good day. Oh yeah and I saw Eryka Howard. She's so nice to me.
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So last night I got in to see US Bombs and the Circle Jerks. Rad. I don't know it didn't seem all that great to me though. so bah.
Ryan, I don't feel like responding to all your friggin comments so I'll respond here. Ok you said I'm the bestest, and you are took and we both are. You are so obsessed with me. Look you're at work and on msn talking to me. Ooohhhhh and computer withdrawls. Cha they were me withdrawls. hahaha ok im out i feel like shit. im waiting for mike to get out of the shower so we can hang out.
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Wednesday, August 1st, 2001
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Well we ended up going to Grossmont mall like we wanted to. I don't know why. That place is so sophisticated and quiet and boring. Zack got made fun of for having his X's on his hands, and i don't care. He's not really sxe anyways, he doesn't know what he's talking about. So hah. Why do we hang out with him? In Target it was really funny. Zack was like "I have this Jean Simmons thing blabla" and Mike goes "I have this one Jean Simmons tape called 'sweatin the oldies' and he sings about hug yourself" and I started laughing for the next ten minutes, and I almost fell off the escalator. It was great, I was going "Rich! Richa! Richard Simmons!!" and I couldn't breathe. It was great. I was talking to him on the phone tonight and I started cracking up about it again. I might go to Parkway with him tomorrow. And I hate the mall. But I've been going alot lately. I guess it's cuz I'm so incredibly bored. But it's fun anyways because I'm with Mike. And tomorrow Zack's going to Angela's so it's just me and Mike finally. So I'm happy. I'm making a bandana now. =)
starrrgazed: you do listen to aus-rotten too much
II ecfu II: i do not
starrrgazed: what are you listening to right now?
II ecfu II: aus-rotten 8-)
starrrgazed: lmao seriously
II ecfu II: i am... i have been for the past two hours...
starrrgazed: stupid
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| Subject: | raa |
| Time: | 11:08 am. |
| Mood: |  annoyed. | | Music: | Lower Class Brats; addicted to oi. |
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i dont like mikes mom. no i dont. shes decided that she doesnt want mike riding the trolley. stupid. so there goes my plans for the day. no more spending the day with mike for me. =(. whys she so mean and cruel and cold hearted??? hdlghk;a. and so now mikes taking a shower. what a sellout. hahhaha just kidding. anyways. im upset now. i dont know, i feel like crying. im trying to think of something to do today. anyone live in east county, san diego? bah. call me. 562-9046. christina needs a life today. and yes, im aware of the fact that i just posted my number on the internet. but i have caller ID. so hahahahaha.
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so i went to parkway plaza. haha. that place. i went and got a patch. yes i did. outside who did i see but MIKE FUCKING GARDNER. i forgot all about that kid. then there he was. hes changed alot. but then again i have too. you can tell hes a drugged up mother fucker. in rocket88 he was sitting. i bought my patch. he looked at me. i didnt look back. for some reason he pissed me off. i went to office depot. i got a big fat marker, yes i did. it says its very very toxic and fatal if swallowed. its my new toy, fuckas. circle jerks are playing wednesday. with us bombs. i listen to aus-rotten too much. yes i do. i hate hanging out with zack besler.i just realized that. he smells worse than i do and let me tell you, thats just BAD mother fuckers. and he always talks about davey havok. YES CASSANDRA I KNOW YOU WANT TO SEX HIM. haha look im gynger and i love afi. stupids. every 45 seconds a woman is raped. yep. just played. im bored. this is pointless. i hate people.
II ecfu II: say something funny
YouGiveMeDeath: boner
hahaha how funny is steven. yes, very funny i know. ive been laughing at that for the past hour.
sexist appeal is a good song. ice cream pie tastes like shit. mike is on el phone. word. im changing my name to Devotchka. thats right fuckers. i want ryan to quit having a life because i just realized hes the only one who comments on this shit nowadays. ryan saw fugazi. ryan thinks that ian mackay is an ass. im going to stop talking about ryan cuz he thinks im obsessed with him.
happy easter, asshole.
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